i’ve realized that i like this engineering course i’m taking now, but it’s different from what i really love. i really want to be an artist. bakit ganun? even our professors tell us stories that they don’t want to be like that, that they really want to be like this. but you can see that they’re quite satisfied with that.
i hate it when people long for the things they don’t have. wish for it. just like drugs. goes insane and do everything just to feel it within their grasps. after achieving it, goes bored and throw it away. and wish for more.
i’m not the type of person who quits in pain. so, i’ll finish this. i just hope that i can study again. study about something that i really love; that even when i get a job it feels like i’m just playing. doing something you really love is quite fascinating for me. it brings me irrevocable joy. :)